Today I go to my treatment
specialist to find out the results of the CT scan I took last Thursday. To say
that I am nervous is an understatement. I try to stay positive and optimistic,
I pray for remission but all the time I have this underlying anxiety that
things may not go my way.
I think there are so many people
who live with anxiety and (put in the illness here) who do not have good coping
mechanisms nor do they perhaps have the same kind of support that I have. I
pity them and hope that somehow, someone will recognize that anxiety and
loneliness and reach out to them. Meanwhile I count myself blessed every day
for my support in both my family (near and far) as well as my friends,
classmates and colleagues.
I know I have said all this
before but it bears repeating because someone out there may be reading this for
the first time and a lightbulb will go on.
Meanwhile my dear readers,
fingers crossed for good news today!
My cup runneth over.
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